Yesterday I had a performance of malay dance at school fer the honours day…finally…the malay dance is over…at ferst…I tot everything…I mean fer dance…isa gonna over oready…skali gut the evg dance performance…after exams…wat the….k lah…I’m ok but I’m tired…

After the honest day…me n my frends ate a lot of food…cuz it’s nut eaten n thre’s still so much more…so we packed them home…n ate outside school…hehe…joke here n thre…send Nabillah n Zul home ferst wf Yayat...den send Yayat…I send him until the traffic light near his block onlyden I go cuz scared later gut his mother at the corridor watchin…den I go…by the tyme my cigarette oso finish oready…I threw it aside den saw my ex-teacher hu taught me civics n moral last year…luckily I finish smoking oready…I looked at her…gave her the pissed off look den looked down…she cross by oready den I looked up back…sian neh

Last nyte…I fought wf my family…they push me sooo much…so hard…pilling me up wf chores…thre2…my mom…naggin ryte now…ass…I feel like killin my self siah…she made me loose my mood…so sian neh…den yesterday…everyone…n I mean everyone…pushed me so much…they only think fer themselves…n dun think bout other’s feelings…den I cnnot take it…I went into the room n made 3 slices of deep cut on my left arm…a lot of blood flow down…I smoke…spray the room wf perfume…den take my ‘anti drugs/know drug’…open up a page after the final update and wipe my blood on it…den I ryte things beside it…so ass ryte…

N I gut to know dat my guy flirted wf other guy…lik ass ryte…fucker…I hate him laa…he’s makin me suffer u noe…feel like breakin up wf him…but dun 1…but 1…but dun 1…I sacrifice n did sooo much fer him…but it doesn’t seem like he is doin so fer me…juz like I’ve said before…he is such a coward laa…cnnot fyte back…nvr use his brains…he is juz like he’s frends…all no brain 1…all cnnot stand on their own 2 feet…

K lah k lah…inuf insulting oready…I really gut to go ryte now...do chores den go out meet Ju Shai n Sap…I hate my life ryte now…n I hate people hu made me suffer soo much n pisses me off big tyme

~~~~~~~Aaphot~~~~~~~